On the 25 days of "WTF!?" my true dorkSo, apparently I have to do this thing where I list 25 things supposedly "random" - air quotes - but random is a very loose concept for those of us who don't think only linearly, so we'll see how random it is but, here goes!
1] I like the color black. A lot of my clothes are black. I often wear outfits that are entirely black or mostly black with only a sentence or two in red or white or some other color. I'm not going to apologize for the fact that I found out how much easier this makes organizing your closet, and having outfit pieces that match. I feel I should be allowed this. People rush to labels these days, but I just. Like. Black. And I won't change my wardrobe for somebody else because they have delusions of grandeur.
2] Along the same lines, I like to wear chains. I like to wear metal bracelets. Sometimes I will wear spikes. This doesn't mean I'm going to bomb your school, it means I like the idea that I can defend myself either unarmed or make use of some of my accessories. This is also why my key-chain is 12" long and functions much like a ball and chain, in a pinch. Again, labels...? Whatever makes people feel elitist, I guess.
3] I wear a pentacle. I am Pagan. I practice witchcraft on my own. The symbol around my neck. Is. a. PENTACLE. It's not a devil's symbol. That would be upside down, if you want to stick with the stereotype - though I'm contemplating getting the clasp reset so it is upside down, for shits and giggles. It's not a star of David. Count with me, guys; 1, 2, 3, 4, 5! PENTA. Oh, wait, doesn't the Star of David have 6? ... YES.
4] I like animals more than people. If I walk up to a line at the pet groomer, I am going to say hi to your dog / cat first and I probably won't say hi to you at all unless you make it clear you're speaking to me. Otherwise, tough luck. It's not that I hate you, it's that I like animals so much more than you.
5) People often mistake me for a woman / girl, for some reason. I've tried every way I know how to try to get people not to, but even unshaven, I was called a woman on the airplane. "And the lady would like a Sprite"
I've decided to embrace this and just see if I could actually pass as an attractive female some up-coming Halloween. 6] My parents have asked [mom only, actually, so far] if I have gender identification issues. I was amused by the question and the fact that she actually asked it. Being honest, I never really think about it much. I'm me. Okay, I wear lip gloss frequently. I like it, so shush. I have long hair - or as long as I can without my little nieces and nephews going 'eeewww u luk lik a grl. " or some variant therein. Once I get farther away I'd like to do more with my hair but that's later when certain members are too senile to throw tantrums.
7] I think I'm putting too much into each point. I seem to talk a lot when it's typing, and talk very little when it's aloud. You should see how I type when dictating to myself. My fingers are great tap-dancers during those long and frequent pauses.
8] I have this odd need to type properly. It takes a lot of concentration to 'typ liek dis u stuph, k?" and I can never seem to escape punctuation.
9] Skip a few... - Oh, I can't do that? Damnit.
10] I dislike my ability to not remember - or inability to remember - my dreams. I have hazes but I never remember them. I've gone halfway through the day until at 2:00pm I realize that my best friend in PA and I didn't talk on the phone last night for hours and have fun.
11] I'm sure there's many things I should regret in my life, but the fact remains I only regret one thing. It involves the aforementioned best friend, but I'm not really interested in talking 'bout it with anyone but her.
12] This talking about me stuff is kind of boring and difficult, you know? I just want you to know how much you should cherish all this work and .... wordinessage. I like to make up words and spellings, sometimes. There. Point 12.
13] I often get the feeling I wasn't really meant to live very long. I just can't seem to get into that whole 'I'm an adult now! srs bsns! Work all day so I can get a house and a picket fence and work 60 hours a week.' I'm betting I die before I'm 40.
14] If I were to ever get past 35 or so, I'd want to be a singer. Preferably before then, but I know these things don't just happen and, again, my whole drive... perseverance is, like, not there. Plus, I don't t -- Wait, I can be evil and put this as the next one.
15] I don't even think I'm a good singer, but I've been told I am / could be so I want to kind of see if I am just an idiot or am as bad as I think I am. It'd be nice.
16] Don't really have any other things I can claim to be good at. Computers, I guess. But there's a lot of people I know that are much better than I.
17] I think head-lights from cars should be banned. They never seem to help me to see because mine are countered by the blinding lights coming at me. And when there's no cars, there's street lights anyway or the skylight is enough for me.
18] I've regressed to wearing sunglasses at night if I'm driving. I know people are thinking I'm crazy, but eh. Even if I don't get a headache, my eye-sockets still hurt after a while.
19] I hate my glasses. I hate my need to wear them. I hate my inability to touch my eyeball so I can get contacts and actually be able to put them in. I'm hoping I can bribe Lasik to get me past the 'qualification of Lasik eye surgery' crap. :3
20] I like the idea of sunglasses. I'd wear them often, even if they weren't prescription. I'm inclined to believe in the whole 'the eyes are the window to a person's soul' thing. I'm a horrible liar. I know I am. I still try to lie occasionally. I mean, not purposefully, but sometimes I just answer before my brain says 'truth'. Shut up. You try not lying ever. It's freakin' hard. ;-: I still am working on it. though.
21] I still worry and feel like it was my fault that my cat Tora died. I had to put him up for adoption due to me being in the hospital so long. The family that took him reported he was dead a couple months ago. They said it was quick and some cancer stuff, but I can't help feeling that he was a part of me with the whole Wicca thing and having such an awesome personality. I don't think I'll ever believe it wasn't partly my fault.
22] I like Sour Patch Kids but I can never find them in the big bags where they aren't in tiny gift-bag size baggies. Just like a big bag of Starburst, but Sour Patch Kids.
I cry.23] I wouldn't be averse to some people giving recommendations on how much interest should be on money that is owed to a friend 'cause I was a dick? Didn't think so.
24] I made a vow I'd pay her back 'fore I died. The 'Listening to:' is dedicated to her.
25] The aneurysm in my liver might preclude that promise. I'll be gone for a while at some point. Hopefully it'll stay until early July or something, 'cause I am refusing to disrupt my life before then just to get another frickin MV transplant and spend another 3 months in the hospital alone.
Remorse
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I'm not creative enough for a witty sig.
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you probably don't remember me, but that's ok. xD
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you can't over love your underwear.
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what would you do if you saw me late at night? i know what you would do. you would assume rape....and run.
what else could i do but chase after you?!
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god is on my top 8! and hes the only one
cuz i dont have any other friends.....
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~DogClub
Well behaved women rarely make history.
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~DogClub
Well behaved women rarely make history.
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